Tuesday, June 10, 2008

It's been a while since I last posted anything even remotely significant on this page and it's been even longer since I've had any ideas that would actually interest anyone. But I'm back, and this time I don't really feel like reproducing mass-interest related topics for you. This time I'm gonna talk about something personal.

Have you ever had anything that represents you? Chances are you have. If not then you still have time to grow up. If you had it but don't you're either too old, too wise or just too stupid and lost it like me. You see, I'm somewhat of a picmic. I need a sense of order around me and when there isn't any, I get distracted, nervous. In my case I'm talking about a girl. For some of you I might seem like a really sorry-ass SOD but it's my life and I cherish what little I have left of my humanity.

Now, more to the point for those of you who had and lost "it", I'm pretty sure most of you never got it back.....and then lost it again....and back and etcetera, etcetera. I really don't have anything else to blame but myself for this. Myself, my childish view on life and my subordination towards generics. It's been quite a while and maybe it's the lack of sleep since I've been up since 2AM talking over the net with the girl in question and somewhere in between the chat lines I actually found.....well, a part of myself. Sometimes it's not what you have or that you had it and lost it that makes you see the value of something but a difference in your mentality. There are days that I see being 20 as being the same as 16 or 17 but it's moments such as these that you realize that people do change. And 2-3 years can make all the difference in the world.

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